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bumbling bard of ecstasy

blossoms from the heart

imaginary gardens

dried weeds

too much 14.5.09 |

R(omantic)B(oy)
I have been in love with your
body/face/voice/words/wit/irony/hands/mouth/style/glasses/quirkiness/sophistication/intellect/eyes/mole/smile/softness
for far too long.
Attraction should not be so strong.



I want to reach inside your being, and touch your intangible, tender parts.

I like to believe some day that we can discover something beautiful in each other.

in what we cannot say 3.5.09 |

There are no words to describe this state.
Melancholia, perhaps. Disappointment. Jealousy. Unwanted solitude. Alienation.
Worse case, maybe despair.


There are times when fingers of golden light spill onto earth through these great plates of clouds, and for a moment I truly believe heaven exists.

I want to be water. I want to be so dark and big and cold and endless. I want to support. I want to drown. I want to crush and hold in my body a whole ecosystem of mysteries.